Reflection of my ("v")
07.22.08 (2:11 am) [edit]Reflection? Hmm its about...
Firstly, why am I always in a rush to go to so many places at one time... I don’t know because I was sightseeing? Hehe... Well I wanted to explore every place I can find within that area as much as I can, also its not really a place worth staying long too really... or maybe I felt it that way, but I’m not always like that.. the Sutton beach was long, it was like the only place I planned to go around that area so we just walked the beach and pick sea shells and walked around... I guess its because of the intention I had for each place... If I had done my homework more I would have just visited one of the natural park, stop my car at the car park and get on feet and walk.. but it turned out bad and I had no idea what to expect so I was like trying to find somewhere nicer to make the trip looks better...
Secondly, how come I could fall asleep while my baobei is crying but turn sleepless over a car... this does not say the car is more important than my baobei... Its just that the car is not my alone and its a new experience for me owning a car and I had no idea what to do to it thats why it has been bothering me till I lost my sleep over it... My baobei is crying but I know I cannot stop her from crying and crying out will make one feel better afterwards so I just let her cry and hug her and fall to sleep =) Like now I could sure fall asleep even if the car is going to die tomorrow because I’ve already had a fair share of experience from the car and sure it no longer a big deal I will just dump it and get a new one... But I cannot dump my baobei and get a new one, and its only once, other times I still try to ask her why and tell her don’t cry etc but you know I can say all I want and she will still be crying... and I will just hug her and hope she will feel better and fall asleep =) I never meant her crying meant nothing to me at all.. Just that up to now sometimes I still don’t know why she is upset sometimes and sometimes she thinks about something sad and I don’t know she is sad...
Thirdly, why I say this place can watch sunset and not I do it.. haha simple I want to do it must say out loud? Sunset is not something I would plan just go and watch but rather something I would do in a package, like sunset at a nice beach while having a nice walk etc, I need to do homework and planning, telling Nick a place that he can bring is GF to watch sunset does not mean its a damn good place which might fit my plan or anything, it just gives me an idea I can watch sunset from here... but will I is another question.. will Nick? That is his problem haha, maybe I failed to be romantic and nice but I’m not sure myself either, I’m sure I’m not those fanciful people with very creative idea etc.. like how my candle light dinner turn out to be unromantic as well...
Sometimes I do think about why am I like that? It makes me think like why am I not doing what I've planned to do like the past and why am I not able to be creative and romantic... I'm not sure too my mind is just not thinking... I must say I'm not like the past anymore, I can't even study properly now haha.. think my brain power is dying... maybe I've been slacking too much till my brain lacks the ability to think anymore...
Alright I will remember all these in my mind =) I might be a lousy BF but I Love You baobei and for that please don’t blame me hehe muackz!!!
posted by: (reply)
post date: 07.21.08 (8:41 am)
1) mian qiang jie shou. but you also dun care if I like the place and want to stay there or not.
2)You asshole. Not accepted. No sane boyfriend would fall asleep when his girlfriend is crying. You can hug me and all, but falling asleep yourself when I am still crying is plain wrong.
3)Say only mah...
4)Don't give so much excuses!
5)Yah, because you say you love me, so I shouldn't blame you for anything. You wait long long! I also love you very much by the way. =p
posted by: Shan (reply)
post date: 07.26.08 (3:32 am)
you two are damn disgusting. You two can close the door and declare your love right... *shivers*
posted by: Sis (reply)
post date: 08.01.08 (10:04 am)
1. He planned and bring you to a place. This shows that he had put in effort, not that he dont care.
2. Altough dont understand why you cry, he may stay up whole night and see you cry. you think this is call CARE? Perhaps you can SAY what is making you feel miserable.
3. It depends on the "atmosphere" and the "feel". The "weather" has to be good then only you will enjoy.
From reading this blog, it seems that both of you are suffering. why dont you guys open up and talk things out? COMMUNICATION is very impt. not just via virtual world. Being pessimistic will not make things better. Open up and talk k... FACE to FACE communications is very important!
*just my point of view... no offence.
posted by: galgal (reply)
post date: 08.10.08 (7:15 am)
ones again.. why joyce keep crying ever since both of u are in aus?? or perhaps she has been crying in s'pore which i dun know..
anyway my old words.. study come first.. study is the one that can lead u to better future.. r/s doesn't make u into better future.. no money gain from having r/s and keep crying... anyway i nv cried so much for a r/s before.. so just save ur tears... cried too much is bad for eyes..