28 May 08
05.29.08 (8:39 am) [edit]Was out with Baobei for her shopping trip, wanted to make her happy by doing so but end up she was not happy... She was going to buy 2 pieces of clothings but neither of us had cash on us as we had spent them before that shop so I asked her to use the "nets" just like in SG but she wanted to go up to the ANZ's ATM to withdraw $$, I just don't understand why so I asked her a few times she said I was being fierce... maybe I over reacted abit but definitely not fierce... I would never be fierce to her... not yet at least...
Came back, everything was ok after dinner... she came up and then she knocked herself at the door while going into the room, I merely just finished off my sentences with Brown to wake Nick up at 2330 she said I did not bother about her...
GTG school will continue later....
Just had my FMGT tute and it only lasted about an hour and a half so here I am back home to rest before my lect a 1200hrs... ok lets pick up from where i've stopped...
My Baobei was hurt and I did not care about her... oh... it was not even more than 10 sec when i completed my sentences... and there she was upset over it and lying by her side tearing... I've always been the one saying sorry and making mistakes... is it like that? is that all true... maybe because my expectations are not very high thats why I don't get angry all the time... sometimes people always say others scare of their wives etc... I don't think so.. I believe is one way to love your wife.. you know like not being angry over small things... even if so just make her happy... there is no point in starting a war where you know no one will give in till the end... then what? people say I bully her... have anyone thought I was bullied? ah ha.. I doubt it... all the "you guy ma... must have patience... love GF" bla bla bla... then what I don't want to be love... I enjoyed bullying someone I loved... and I enjoyed people showing me temper as and when they like... I'm not saying i'm living miserably now... i'm ok just sometimes I hope she also understand what I need... and what I want... and what I don't like... and what I like... not those wat colour I like.. what food I hate.. but some sort of others like things done a certain way or certain behaviour... she bake cake for me I don't appreciate her good... well I being patience with her is that not something I should be appreciated for? then again... why must we calculate so much... hmm maybe its my thinking... I go think about it...
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post date: 05.28.08 (11:55 pm)
Number 1, being fierce or not is not up to you to say, it's up to the person whom you directed the words to who heard the tone of your voice.
Number 2, you were not completing your sentence. You had just finished talking to Nick, I knocked myself hard and groaned loudly, you turned to shout to James downstairs, then came over and asked if I was alright. I don't see it as being concerned, but rather just doing what you had to do as a boyfriend.
Number 3, I've said that I appreciate your patience.
Number 4, I admit that I bully you. I always say that I like to bully you, don't I? Ok, maybe other people don't know that, but now they know. Happy?
Number 5, I don't show you temper as and when I like. I show you temper when something you do or not do upsets me.
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post date: 05.28.08 (11:57 pm)
Oh, and I only started crying after you keep asking me why I was upset again, and I TOLD you. You see, how many times I couldn't talk to you when I was upset, partly because I know that I before I can finish what I want to say, I'd be crying. So you want me to tell you, then don't complain of me crying.