11 Apr 08
04.11.08 (8:20 pm) [edit]Days back I made my Baobei unhappy and when I read her OD, I thought of why and thought of her then my tears almost fell from my eyes to my keyboard, I knew I had to say sorry I remembered the love she had for me and the things she gave up for me. And I know I love her. So I went up and said sorry before I went to bed.
Then there she was somehow unhappy with me again, she said she was invisible, there got to be some explanation why she said I treated invisible, was it because I did not tell her about what I intended to tell her after my conversation with yh? or was it because I was talking to Brown & Nick while she was beside me. I don't remember, I did reply her when she ask me some questioned then she just walked away after dunno what. I went up and all she said was shut up go away from me. We have not spoken for today, I don't know why. Sometimes she say she want to give up, but there are also times I want to give up but I would not give up because this is not about myself, its about us. Its not as easy as running half way and stop, I believe our love is stronger than that, thats why I would not give up. =) Love you muackz...