30 Mar 08
03.30.08 (4:49 am) [edit]Its 300330 MAR 08, I've just managed to finish filling up 1 table for that 1 article. I've actually started on my 2nd article but after trying to fill up the table columns, I realized that it was not suitable since I'm not able to identify all the fields required. Am I stupid or really that article is not suitable at all, sometimes I question myself am I really the study type that can study and score well if I want to.
Set aside the 2nd piece and went on to the 3rd piece, its almost similar but at least this time I'm able to draw relations to the fields in the table. 1 article really takes me forever, Baobei told me it will be easier once I'm through with the 1st piece but that does not happen all the time as its not a practice I'm doing here, not like I get better doing after doing. Every piece of article is different and the way they present the research is different and so I've got to read everything and try to draw relevance to the fields in the table. Its not mission impossible but just need more time. Btw did I mention the tables are just part of the assignment, I need to write this 1000-2000 words report regarding all these 4 articles with the tables as appendixes.
Later as in a few hours time they will be going for this paint ball game, I would not be joining them this time, I hope there will be a next time. I really need to finish up this piece of assignment b4 end of this week so I can have time to improve on it before 7 Apr 08 and also I've got another assignment due on 14 Apr 08, that one I've higher confident I can get it done as the topics are similar to those I've taken in poly days, just a head start for me so... but still it does not mean I don't have to spend time doing it. =)
My baobei has been encouraging me to do my best now and then for my assignment but sometimes I just cannot take it, I get headaches and then I need rest, its like I need to get the right amount of rest and the right timing to wake up and then the condition of my body will be in perfect for study condition. Bullshit right, but its me I know, I wake up by forced I will feel tired and head will pain and if at night I don't zzz well then my body will ache and neck will pain, head will follow etc, then I will not be able to study.
Sometimes after reading my Baobei's OD I want to answer her those questions just that I also don't know how, like how i missed "her" sometimes and that I'm sure I don't have to repeat this "she is always here in my heart now and then so ya I miss her from time to time" =) I know sometimes we thought of her and then... I don't know the atmosphere just get dreamy hehe... alright time to zzz I've got to rush my article later... I don't want to miss the paint ball for nothing...